Questions swarming like bees...answers...where are they to be found...I find that I am met by an obstacle bigger than the next... each day I wake...like the problem I had yesterday...just grew bigger...and never seems to decease...I wish someone would just understand...or maybe I can just chop part of my brain...that's a thought...but what can I do...nothing really...

Someone once said...deal with the path you are dealt with...but what if you don't want to...or you're just tired of dealing...I once felt as if people came to me for direction...but who do I run to when I myself have no direction...the person I once was...I am no longer...how does one deal with that...I like many may just be another lost soul in this world...filled with questions that have no answers....answers that have no meaning...and meaning that have no cause...what a life this is...what a world...how do people cope....how do they keep themselves from going insane...I myself am still trying to figure that out...